I know it's a funny question, but I wanted to grab your attention it's been a few days since I put in my last block (well actually had only been two days but a very long time for me). I just wanted to rule your attention to my long rare surname, in English rosmarin means Rosemary but I'm guessing my great grandfather when he left Poland decided not to change the old family name. The result is that 136 years later his descendants have a surname which is extremely rare and where there are only two places in the world I'm likely to meet people with that surname. One is New York the other is Israel, it's funny but I've never actually met someone who has my surname but who is on a member of my family. I been told there's loads of us rosmarins we live in Australia, Canada, New Zealand, Israel, Europe, Argentina, Brazil and the North in Manchester (I never met any in Manchester or Leeds guess I don't socialise in the same places). But as I've got older I've read about rosmarins I wouldn't mind meeting so more people with my surname but as his life and so busy I never had the time.

My intention for the next few weeks is to work like crazy, after may the 23rd I intend to go mad. The first thing I'm going to do is go up north and see a friend of mine I haven't seen in ages I went out with her to Athens last year. My next great crazy adventure will probably be visiting some friends of mine in Isreal before near the end of August going off to Canada for a few weeks and then the state's where probably hit 27. Success died writing this blog I had my first offer to do writing but I kind of found hard to understand why so few people have read my blog. So far according to the system only 300 people read my blog and none of them have subscribed. Mind you may be more people start subscribing once they start reading my work on a new website called new Jewish thought. At this point I'm too busy revising and trying to do my best but it seems as good a time as ever to write a new blog before I go to bed.

I spent the weekend reading through my notes doing revision and not much else I've been thinking what will I do with these exams are over I intend carry blog when I'm in Israel and Canada. I'm going to use this as a showcase of my writing talents, and I have overtime more people read this blog and start understanding why the guy behind Ian's world is a good reporter. On the other hand they may think I'm awful and think I'm not worthy of subscribing to and then the people who have been reading my blogs or been offering me a job is to write articles in newspapers may stop.

So here I am your lone blogger looking at my computer screen at 2.30am in the morning GMT in two minds to go straight to bed or what another episode of Doctor Who on BBC I player. I was starting to feel like one of these computer geeks I don't have anything interesting to tell you today and probably not have anything interesting to tell you to the 23rd of May for all I know. I could tell you about my exams I could tell you about my past and boy have I had some interesting chapters I can tell you about women I've met one springs to mind but I'm not there mention her name just yet. In fact I think I may very well see other fairly soon the reason being that we both have some very mutual friends here in London. However I've not yet made up my mind how I'm going to reintroduce myself ' I'm studying law now and I've become a blogger' or should I just say I'm a student and I'm likely to be that the next year or so and I am really need to get a training contract.

Whatever my needs and wants all I can think of is the world is starting to look like a very dangerous place. I also have a scientific background as it is I know a fair bit about some of the disasters we might be in for this century. It looks to me the entrepreneurs like Richard Branson may very well lead the way helping human beings leave Earth. The irony really is that people like Richard Branson are probably the people who have done the most to make this planet hard to live on and now they're going to in some mad irony save the human race. I did a master of enterprise at Manchester University in my last year, I found it very disappointing that fact was we spent 95% of our time either talk about how we would actually get investment into the business or talking about how we would do marketing. But I can't think of a single one of my friends who set up the business in three years on have a successful business. I myself am still thinking of maybe one day I could develop my idea I spoken to a few friends of mine recently who'd like to see if my idea could work. So as I sit here and it's gaining on from three o'clock in the morning I thinking of my life is about to take one of these full circle moments. I spent the last two and a bit years getting out of science, it looks likely about to start my own career and at some point in the future I will properly have a fairly well paying job and be fairly independent. But that's not all I want I want a good job, I won a sexy intelligent woman to wake up with in the morning. I won't have great sex, with that great woman, I want her to be considerate, I don't want get married till I am at least over 30. Then I want by the time I'm 35 to have at least three children all driving me crazy as I take them to primary school in Belsize Park.

That's really my only dream don't want to be rich I just want be happy contented and loved. I think below most men's crazy ideas that's really all we want a partner who is our equal not slave and who understands how we feel. I can only think of one woman I've met so far who I could think in that respect she was both Swedish and Jewish she was 5.7 tall with a lovely pair of eyes. We met in Richmond the other day at the party is talking about and met a Dutch friend of hers. The Dutch friend told me to ring her as soon as possible, I did so but she hasn't said anything back and now I'm feeling fairly disheartened with the world. I know warring again and again is up Robbie seem like some sort stalker but not sure what to do.

All I can say at the end of this blog I guess is what will be will be...